yamaonna

Mum took a look at my blog last night, and the comment that she had about the colors was that they were very me

so if these colors were me, that got me to thinking what do the colors mean?

Pink – love and beauty

Orange/Yellow – vitality, endurance, enthusiasm, fascination, happiness, creativity, determination, attraction, success, encouragement, and stimulation/wisdom, joy, happiness, intellectual energy

Blue – youth, spiritually, truth, peace, trust, loyalty, wisdom, confidence, intelligence, faith, and heaven

Black – death, earth, stability, power, elegance, formality, evil, and mystery

Grey – Sorrow, security, maturity

hmmmm, intresting… does this mean Im partly evil..   bwhahahaha

*ahem*

so anyway, Implementation, Im talking about all the things I want to do with myself in the post – a new world.

i have already started, I’ve already donated about 3 bags of old clothes and a bag of shoes to lifeline.  But there are still things I have a hard time getting rid of in my wardrobe.  It can be so hard to part from things, especially if they were given to you. you kinda feel guilty.  really not looking forward to when I go through all my trinkets…  (to sell on ebay naturally)

Im trying not to just throw things out, not only is it bad for the enviroment, but its also bad feng shui.  but mainly becuase i dont want to contribute to the landfill problem.

one thing I really want to start on is working on my internet problem.  last night I was supposed to get an early nights sleep.  I finally turned off the computer at 1230 ish….  part of my motivation problems and time management problems is that I sleep in far too late.  This isnt just becuase of the internet, but my internet problem is something i can change. 

So I will start having computer free days.  The first one will be on Thursday.  And I have to do something about my fanfiction reading.  I’ve been pretty good since I last said that I was trying to stop reading so much, but its creeping back into my life.  I do enjoy reading, but the fact that I waste so much time on it is quite destructive.  so, here’s my rules till the end of the year:  I will only read stories that I am watching in my author/story alerts.  And i will only read stories that are nominated on the RKRC awards, becuase I have to vote for that.  Oh, and of course what i am editing for Eden. 

and hopefully I will learn to use my time more productivly.