yamaonna

i’ve had some weird dreams lately.  me just having dreams is a weird occurance (or at least I’d like to think so…  ppl are probably right when they say that I probably only dont remember my dreams, but anyway..)

yeah, so 2 in particular are intresting.  first one, I kept being caught by speed cameras.  second one, I had really scratchy eyes.  the problem is, well, they could have been in real life, but I cant seem to recall it happening, so I’m hoping its not.

now, I dont really take much stock in people trying to interpret dreams, but they can be messages sometimes, and I think in this case, my sub-conscious is trying to tell me something.  Its like my fears and anxieties are being represented graphically.

as for scratchy eyes, well, I know its because I’ve been wearing more makeup.  suppose I need to get some proper makeup remover.  neway.

as for speeding, I think my mind is telling me I need to slow down.  life has been far too busy, and my priorities are skewed. it needs to be – 1. God, 2. Family and friends, 3. study, 4. work.

at the moment, its all like work work work.  blah.  I know i need money before i go away, but i’m so tired and worn out that when Im not working Im sleeping…

maybe I also need to exercise more, but I already need more hours in the day.  I think its back to basics for me…