yamaonna

Im on a bit of a high…  I am currently sitting here in a manga kissa (comic cafe)  while waiting for christina to come back to shinjuku after work.  as for why thats cool, well, put it this way – internet, tv, dvds, magazines, manga, a comfy chair and all you can drink.  does life get any better  actually, Ive been meaning to come to a manga kissa for a couple of years now, so Its pretty cool.  here in my little booth.  mind you, where Im living is only about 15 minutes away…  but this is slightly more comfortable….

well, I`m kicking myself now, but Rika H took me out drinking on saturday nite, and I got really drunk.  It was a controlled enviroment, but Im not happy with myself, with my behaviour.  not that I did anything bad, but I dont like who I am when I drink.  I dont want to get drunk again.

And it didnt help that I got sick the next day   I would like to stress though, it wasnt a hangover, it was something else that I`m quite familiar with what happened to me.  either way, not happy jan.

went to church sunday arvo, which was a really good thing spirtually for me.  I dont go often enough, and I had some really bad stuff in me that I hadnt realized had got in to me, so it was good to be renewed in god.

Still, have been feeling pretty lonely these past few days.  I put it down to not seeing christina for a few days – you know, having someone kinda regularly in your life, gives it a bit of stability.

only 3 more full days left in tokyo.  must put it to good use.  go shopping